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words of love, soft and tender

Posted 07-13-2009 at 11:38 AM by sweetiepie
Updated 07-13-2009 at 08:19 PM by sweetiepie

It's been a 4 day weekend. My phone, my laptop, and my pda are recharging. I'm recharging, drinking diet coke and playing Anno 1404, a retarded resource management game. I've been doing so for 3 hours and there's nothing on my mind except the providing my citizens with luxuries.

I receive a super sweet text from the girl: "Now here's the part where I fall asleep without your arms around me. Should be simple enough, right? Millions of people do it every night." "ps take care of yourself this week darling"

I don't know. I guess I should say something. So I keep her rhyme pattern and write. "It'll be easier not having to worry about your arm circulation or your pillow situation, or waking you on the way to the jon again and again." Oh hell why not. "Or being kept awake by the steady shock of your living beauty." "so fcking annoying you know? goodnight darling."

She's a romantic and a Romantic, so I can get away with corny sht like 'living beauty'. If only it were true. I mean, she is beautiful, and her being alive, sleeping next to you demands respect. But it didn't keep me awake. We didn't spend our nights in hi-def, as far as I was concerned.

I mean, once again, I hope she doesn't fall in love with me. She's not the type to, she hails from the sensualist side of the fence, but she wants me for my words, and words are dangerous. They want to be used. It's like being well hung. Only, if you're well hung, the most you'll bruise is a cervix. I have the power to cause cardiac damage.
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    I like.
    Posted 07-28-2009 at 01:51 PM by Dahlia Dahlia is offline
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    FU, I don't care. This is the otherside... now you deal with that. WTF did you expect? There's more where this came from. All the other shit you're just guessing anyway. If you wanted to find out... you could have just went out with me. It (most of it) would have come out anyway. I see the point NOW I'M ANGRY! This is just ****ed up. Like what if I jumped out a window. U know yesterday I almost busted into tears, again. Then when I was on the bridge I thought about what if I got out and did it. See you don't know what this does to people. It hurts man. Then it feels good, but then it hurts again. Its not all jokey jokey. Everyone is laughing at me. I don't know what's what anymore. This shit hurts. I see the growth, which is grand... but at what cost if it happens so quickly, on your time. My life's journey, on my time, it would have happened anyway.
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:23 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    And I didn't even get past ur first paragraph above. I don't give a **** about what I could have had... all I wanted was you from the beginning. Then you want to give me other shit I didn't even ask for.
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:24 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    I almost cried again. FU! This shit sucks. All the other shit I would take. 99 problems continued: you would celebrate the minute you had dough... like **** critics they can kiss my whole *******.
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:27 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    This is not about me chating... this is about you being terrified/ scared to skinny (that you need to hear) about how you would feel if I did. OMG how embarrassed would the chief queen be... and she's supposed to be the one that has everything under control... not so fast. Is Ralph worth the risk, does love exist? What would happen to me if he happened to stick his stubby well rounded fingers into a different light socket? Where would I go, what would I do? What if he and both his little friends are the best thing that ever happened to her. What then?
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:31 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    Hey Ass Wipe!
    That whole Michael and Barry thing. I should explain what I meant. Michael always talks about how her and Barry met and fell in love. So you know then... But what I meant is that WOW our story is very similiar... like she was the one in the loop (the biggest one in the land) and she knew it her whole life. He on the other had a very different experience. But they were both very special. She far more powerful and gifted. He far more charming and good looking But somehow the universe saw it fit for them to cross paths for... who the **** knows for what. But to me it was good.

    I'm not buying that bullshit anymore either!
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:37 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    NOW its a hot ****ing mess and its all her fault.

    NO, **** you... its not my fault. U invaded my world. I don't care who gave you permission, it wasn't me. I'm not going anywhere with this. I kinda figured as of last night... there two maybe 3 ways to lose. Die, tell, or go crazy.

    And you and I get choices at the end.
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:40 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline
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    The car shit was 100. When (months ago even) I would think about us together... it would come to me "how horrible" and it kept coming to me... **** you again!!!
    Posted 08-10-2009 at 11:42 AM by ursafewme ursafewme is offline

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