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into the desert we must go so into the desert we go

Posted 04-20-2009 at 12:41 AM by sweetiepie
Updated 04-24-2009 at 11:25 AM by sweetiepie

it's definitely a smooth peanut butter kind of day. I'd like to be asleep right now and left early with the specific intention of getting to sleep, but i need some unloading, and some juice-boxing first. i can't think. my head is still swimming from all the whiskey and dancing from last night. boy was i drunk. my two friends huddled in the corner like a middle school homecoming, while nine inch nails and marilyn manson crashed over the costumed crowd. it was a most holy night. one thing to be said in sarah's favor. she may be bad at saying no but she's very good at saying yes. (forgetting if,remember yes). poor baal though, called on "gaming" a girl when, for once, he actually wasn't gaming anyone. there are two kinds of men that read books how to pick up ladies. one you should hate, the other you should pity.

anyway, i'm leaving for the great north tomorrow to visit my brother for the first time. it's going to be a long journey. i feel like shāhzamān setting out for India...hopefully my journey will go off without a snag. but the way i'm feeling about love lately. who can say.

nor will i be traveling in style. poverty means not having an excuse. If I had an analyst's salary, I would be able to tell myself, hey: take a plane, the 10 additional hours spent on 3 different buses could otherwise be used to make more money than the difference in ticket prices. As it is I'm going to try to read and study for exam C until it gets dark, and listen to my ipod while it's dark. And I'm going to make my brother pick me up at 3 am, and hopefully we'll all get to sleep then but who knows, I'll be something unfathomable right then. tomorrow, I'll be more tired than I've been since the last flight home from Asia.

once, on a family trip to Maine, a 7 year-old Hiram turned to his 9-year-old sister Hannah (the woman who would become the first major impetus in my life) and said, "If I'm ever dying, drive me to Maine. Because it takes forever to get there."

I need to get over myself. Maybe I should stop writing. Or maybe I should just stop writing about myself.

Anyway I need sleep. go to sleep. go to sleep.
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