Life after actuarial exams

[question]

I have spent more than 10 years to finish all my SOA exams and I got my FSA in 2006. During all these years I had already been so used to having a goal, i.e. to get the FSA, even I was not really enjoying my actuarial work (because I didn't really know what else I could do to earn my living). Now I have the FSA title in my name card, and I realize that I don't know what else I need to do, i.e. no goal and direction in my life. I don't have family myself, I have no motivation to do anything, especially at work, everyday (I think I am having an after-exam depression). I think I need to setup a goal for my life now, otherwise I will be going nowhere. Having a lot of money is not something that I am looking for, but a meaningful life is. Actually I would like to work for some non-profit organizations, i.e. don't really want anything to do with actuarial anymore. Am I normal, am I stupid? Did I waste all my time in getting the FSA? I am struggling of what I should do for the rest of my life. Can anyone give me some comments? Thanks very much.