come on you’ve tried 3 times, the more you take the probability of passing is higher, It took me 5 times (I took one for fun and got 5,4,5 next) for my first one and likely 4th time next spring for the second one.
for me it’s not about careers or salaries anymore, it’s just give myself a closure on this shit after all these years. once you give up, all your efforts for those two exams are in vain. Cheer up, we can do this!